Remember me?!

It may have seemed like I had fallen off the face of the blogging world, but rest assured I have not! I know it has been FOREVER since I have updated y'all and for that I am sorry! I'm not even sure where to begin! Caleb is now 4 months old!! I cant believe my baby is 4 months old! ( I still love saying "my baby" or "my son" It makes me all warm and fuzzy inside!) Being a mom has to be hands down the best decision I have ever made. I will admit I was terrified at first. That's A LOT of responsibility for one person to have. To know that this little one depends on me for EVERYTHING! I love spending all my time with him. He learns new things everyday. He rolls over, he laughs, he still sleeps through the night! We have had a few days where is has gotten up during the night, but he has always gone right back to sleep. He just needed a midnight snack! It melts my heart when he smiles at me. When his face lights up when he sees me has got to be the best feeling in the world! I am so excited to have his first Christmas. We went and had breakfast with Santa this morning. Then this evening we went to Zoo Lights with Grandma and Grandpa Fish and Uncle Dustin. Caleb was such a good boy! I bundled him up and put on the Moby and wore him facing out so he could see. He loved it! I am so lucky I get to stay home and be with him everyday! Although, we are having bottle issues! He has apparently been spoiled and he will sometimes refuse to take a bottle. This is a problem! He can be stubborn (like his daddy!) and he will hold out. Its not fun for the care taker! (mostly Grandma!) He will scream and cry himself to sleep, then do it all over again! I will be calling the lactation specialist Monday for some advice. Caleb was 14.2 pounds at his 4 month check-up. A little below average, but nothing to be concerned about. Well I promise to keep up on this better! my battery is gonna die so I need to sign off. That would suck to lose it all!