Wednesday, October 29, 2008

recap

the date october 13th will be with me for the rest of my life.the day i had a miscarriage. it has been the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with. i was sad then mad. mad at god mad at myself. was i being punished? i am the type of person that keeps my feelings to myself. it has always been hard for me to talk about my feelings. i thank god i have matt. he is the best husband/best friend anyone could ask for. he didnt push me to talk about it, but he listened when i did need to talk. he let me cry and made me laugh. i still get sad every once in a while and i have found that the shower is a great place to cry.
i started this blog to keep track of the journey matt and i about to take. we are picking ourselves up, dusting ourselves off and getting back into the game! we are not giving up. we will be awesome parents. until next time, keep it real!
Kelly

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